episiotomy.

after a mere two weeks of daily calls and complaints, i finally got my records transferred over to prince william obgyn! we have two appointments already set up, i go in on thursday to get some more blood work done and then again on tuesday to finally hear the heartbeat! i cant wait, and i know my mama will be totally excited that she will be back in town to go with us. :)

i have also recently made the decision that pregnancy books are a little bit crazy... im not really sure who decided it was a great idea to have actual testimonials of horrible pregnancy experiences to prepare and inform an already irrational and hormonal pregnant woman. and i am positive that the most frightening part of the entire birthing process is the possibility that someone may or may not cut my downtown, before i have most likely pooed on myself in front of a room full of people. check out episiotomy info... if you dare! mwahahaha!!!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Episiotomy

other awesome things preggo books open your eyes to: pregnancy acne, which i have none of my face but my chest is weirdly and disgustingly broken out; epidurals, a huge needle that will make the process less painful but could cause serious problems; birth plans, and their complete uselessness since every single pregnancy is different; and baby poop that is much like tar. so many wonderful things to look forward to!

and you know, as horrible as a lot of this sounds... and it does scare me, it doesnt even matter because i just think that in 6 or 7 months were gonna have a baby. and that is awesome.