i peed on a stick!

so, after a year of trying and obsessively testing on the exact day i was supposed to start my period with no luck, i had finally given up. i told wade that i wanted to put the whole 'trying' thing on hold.

they say as soon as you stop trying...
i was more than four days late before i took even one test this time! that is amazing, you have no idea what its like for a woman trying to conceive... every month spending no less than $20 on pregnancy tests, taking and charting your temperature every single day, taking crazy fertility meds, and thinking every single symptom of regular old pms is a sign of pregnancy... it literally turns you into a crazy hormonal mess.

SO.... after deciding to put everything on hold for awhile, we finally got a positive! i really didnt even believe it at first, i was on the phone with my mom when i read the results and could barely even tell her what it said. and since then my only thoughts on the subject have been 'that its so crazy.'